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Tonight I learnt from a friend of mine that my favourite teacher who I respect and adore with every fibre of my being was talking about me today. He told the class that I was “unique, very interesting and incredibly disassociated with life”. Now the first two things are wonderful and I love to think that people see me that way but the last part is a little bit unsettling. Usually that...
Just when you are starting to feel good about yourself and your life you get struck with a brutally cruel moment of clarity and suddenly you are disheartened, apathetic and wondering what this mythical”self-esteem” thing is.
When all the trees have been cut down, when all the animals have been hunted,...– Cree Prophecy (via goldenground)
Sleep is definately my friend
Heh it seems if I even go out sleep for just a little bit I start to unravel which by the way is not so unpleasant it’s kind of like living multiple lives all at once with different personalities and outlooks. Mmmm I think it’s time to sleep again
allmymetaphors: and another thing: it’s suddenly really trendy to be “awkward” I just want to clarify that when i say i’m awkward I don’t mean it in like a cute quirky way. I mean I am like awkward to the point where it is socially debilitating and I can’t make friends because once I decide I want to be friends with someone they automatically make me ridiculously nervous and I feel like i’m...